31.10.07

today i did reflections.
i realise i have been ill-treating people around me. (yeah, i know, "now then you realise")
i dont take for granted people who are nice to me, but often, i just don't treat them nicely back.
i seriously haven't been treating people nicely
but its kinda confusing. cause often the first wrong thing i did was expressing too much concern, or getting too close
i don't like it that people are suffering unrequitted love and i'm the origin of it.
i don't like it that i'm indirectly hurting someone.
i hold it to my accountability, where your perseverence is my crime.
and i shall pay, in the future. for all the rejects i've done, and hard-feelings i expressed
so don't make me pay even more anymore yeah?
debts i can't possibly repay.
goodness i can't transfer.
feelings i can't return.

i'm really sorry, so don't make me sorry further.
let go, and let live
and may this translate as a warning to others

宇恒-有你多好
作曲:宇恒
作词:管启源
编曲:mac chew
回家路上经过了学校
好像没有当年热闹
学过什么大多都忘了
却还记得你的微笑
关于爱情我们都想得太好
总是在伤害中才学会思考
那次分手你曾让我暂时的依靠
想起来原来你
喜欢我比谁都早
我们曾经说
好爱情多不可靠
所以我们不要
变成情人好不好
如果真的遇到
爱上了谁都好
记得要第一时间让我知道
记得要第一时间让你知道
想你知道yeah~
如果时间不是往前跑
你在身旁那有多好

00:46

me

serf
13121990

"Happiness is enjoying, not owning" (Joanna, 2007)
"Happiness is a journey, not a destination" (Henry 2007)
"Gravity is the only constant"
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i'm living everyday like my last. i don't have much time left, so allow me to be emotional, to treasure life, to think simple.

list of death-occurring work

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wishlist/wish-to-dos

new back-to-school bag
get a haircut
clean room
hang up puzzle
clothes!
completing the modules quite well
find a dance partner/ new cca
practise on the piano
lose weight
find an interest in music or dance